25 December 2014

Saying goodbye



You were our little sunshine.
You were the one who made our home feel like a home. You gave heart and soul to our house. You were the first thing in our mind when we opened the front door. You made us laugh. You calmed us down. You gave us happiness in the simplest of ways. You were perfect just the way you were.
You getting sick was unthinkable. You had to get better, it simply couldn't end bad. You had half of your life left. We fought for you, week after week, never loosing hope. And just when we though things were getting better, it got worse. Although the tests had shown that you didn't have a tumor, it became clear that the results had been wrong. Your muscles were getting weaker and the bleeding had started again. None of us wanted to make the decision, but we knew you couldn't tell us if you were in pain or not, and it feels like we wanted to believe you weren't for our own sake. So we had to do what we believe was best for you, and not for us.

All I wished for christmas this year was that you would heal. Although you left us on the 12th of december, you will forever be in our hearts and in our minds. We love you.




14 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry for you loss. My thoughts are with you.

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  2. This is son sad... Goodbye dear Lollo, you will be missed ;(

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  3. Sooo sad, i have mines and i think wont ever be prepared when i have to let them go =(. Whish you one day feel prepared to be adopted by another walking poem...

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  4. this was so beautiful and heartbreaking. i recently started reading your blog and never really leave comments anywhere but i have to say how sorry i am. i'm sure the spirit of your darling, who is now at peace and no longer ill, will always live on in your heart.

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  5. So sorry to hear your news. Thinking of you.

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  6. So sad to read:'( Hope Lollo is taking a nap on a soft cosy blanket in cat heaven...

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  7. what a lovely remembrance for your treasured cat. this made me cry and I am one who does not cry easily. what a sweetie, I know you will miss your beloved cat. we still miss ours 16 yrs. later. they stay with you in your heart.

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  8. :( Thinking of you! What a loss! So sad :(

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  9. I am so sad and so sorry to read this news. Sending warm wishes of comfort and a healed heart to you and your family. <3

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  10. I just re read your post about losing your sweet cat. I have been crying for 3 days. We had to let our 14 yr. old cat, Shadow, go to kitty heaven yesterday and it is such a hard thing to do, but know it was the right decision. Her kidney failure, when discovered, was untreatable, she is going to be missed for ever, we loved her so much. I wrote a short eulogy for her yesterday and although I did not really feel better -- I helped a bit to get my thoughts in order.

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  11. ohh, so sad, goodbye beautifull Lollo.

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  12. ohh, so sad, goodbye beautifull Lollo.

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