16 September 2015


Photos of my sister in the yoga hot room.

20 July 2015

Mira in top hat

So...this girl can get crazy. She sure didn't like sitting still for this shoot, so afterwards she had to flip out and kick a whole bunch of stuff down and make a mess and make me cray-zay.
I've almost put together the "studio-part" of our workroom... I just need a proper table I can shoot on as well. For this one I had to nip the tiny table we have on the balcony. The balcony which I can hardly use because Mira gets super suicidal in there and tries to flee out to the real world. And if I sit there by myself and lock her out, she screams on the other end. Oh cats...

07 June 2015

We've bought a kitten

Meet Mira, a sacred birman - lilac point :)

15 May 2015

28 April 2015

"Unicorn house" tote

Here's a look at the "unicorn house" tote!
Photo from my new workspace at home actually! I finally have a desk that I can lower and rise :) I don't have that at work and it's killing my neck and shoulders, it really makes everything so tense :/

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26 April 2015

Free shipping + 10% discount

Good morning guys!

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Above is a tote-bag with the print "4 cats on a boat"

24 April 2015


Follow me ulrikakestere

Spring has come with a lot of changes and it's been really great.
My sister has come home. Me and Robert bought a new flat and moved in last month. We're getting a kitten pretty soon I hope. Sometimes when spring comes I get a unsatisfying feeling. Something about when the weather changes... but nothing in my life does, feels melancholic. But this times things in my life have changed as much as the weather - so I only feel happiness. 

23 April 2015

My favorite illustrators!

Rebecca Green

Here are some of my favorite illustrators, most of them I follow on Facebook, which I really enjoy. If an artist isn't on Facebook it's a bigger chance that my inspirations get forgotten in some bookmark. But with fb updates a few times a year they stay in my thoughts :)

Melissa Castrillion

Beatrice Alemagna

Kirsten Sims

Liekeland (Lieke van der Vorst)

15 April 2015

10 April 2015


My sister in the forest.
The opera had a sale this year so we bought this blue skirt from one of last years performances. I've stopped myself from buying more princess-dresses, since I don't really want to shoot "princess photography" anymore ;) However, I don't think I'll ever be able to sell my dresses. They're just too beautiful. 

20 January 2015

30 December 2014

This little year

Photos from Christmas day

Christmas has passed and we're coming closer to New Years Eve.
This year has been difficult when it comes to my creative side. I've taken a break from all "musts" and I've tried to let go of the thoughts were I force myself to create for others. Thinking this would be the trick for unlocking new, more interesting, projects hidden inside me.

But suddenly all my little ideas have vanished, I'm sitting there with my idea-block only to realize that I simply have no ideas. I get sad. Then I get angry. Is this my fault? Should I be blaming it on someone or something else? That's easier than blaming myself I guess. Is my job ruining my personal creativity? Or am I simply out of ideas? Forever? Is that possible? The less I create the more scared I get of it. Suddenly I don't stroke paint brushes with this tingling sensation in my body but with fear.
Although I'm blessed with knowing many creative people, I don't know someone who's feeling like me at the moment. Someone who's simply scared about the ideas and the creativity disappearing.

That's the creative part.
A part that I'm more happy about is a psychological one. After university I've been looking closer into why I tend to worry more than others, I want to work with this while I'm young. Being sensitive is important in many aspects, but my worrying was starting to get pointless.

During the past months I've developed a way of working with my thoughts where I simply drop the useless ones. I don't need to think about this, the thought doesn't help me in any way - so bye thought. It's like when you meditate, you just see the thoughts and let them pass. It might sound like nothing but it's been great for me :)

A big base in finding inner peace is learning to control and focusing on your breathing. So yes, calming your breath calms your body – but it doesn't change your thoughts. It's important to have this in mind. To work on both your breathing and your thoughts.
However, I've always hated all breathing exercises. Really, all of them. Meditation and yoga didn't help my breathing either. I just got annoyed, this controlled breathing was just shouting at me you should be calming down now, halluuu? Get calm!!
It didn't give me peace. Duh. Starting meditation or yoga with that goal just failed. However, during april this year I started going to hot yoga (moksha, not bikram) in order to fix my lower back that was starting to protesting against sitting in a chair all day. I hear you back, it's no fun! I also had to fix some neck-problems due to almost breaking it in a diving-class I took during spring (in attempt to letting go of fears... maybe jumping from 7,5 meter up helped - not sure yet).

The hot yoga was fun and more challenging than regular yoga without heat so I kept going even after my back was fixed (hot yoga pretty much fixes every single back problem, the studio is filled with success stories). In the heat, you have to learn to breath slowly through the nose, otherwise your breath will run away and you'll get exhausted. So, I'm finally learning how to control my breath by staying in the postures. A much more effective and fun way to learn about breathing.

Psychology in Sweden often turns to CBT, Cognitive behavioral Therapy. But there is a new method, friends with this one, called ACT - Acceptance and Commitment Therapy. There's a really popular book about this by Russ Harris (The happiness trap) which I recommend to any- and everyone. CBT is a lot about changing the way you think. ACT makes you realize that thoughts are just thoughts and helps you make them silly and stop taking them so seriously. So in other words, it helps you accept things as they are. Which has been a much more effective way for me.

Hmm... and actually having written this I realize that what I've learned about my mind might have been a bigger achievement this year than if I'd produced more pictures.
So, let's welcome the new year – I've got no idea what I'll learn this time. 

25 December 2014

Saying goodbye

You were our little sunshine.
You were the one who made our home feel like a home. You gave heart and soul to our house. You were the first thing in our mind when we opened the front door. You made us laugh. You calmed us down. You gave us happiness in the simplest of ways. You were perfect just the way you were.
You getting sick was unthinkable. You had to get better, it simply couldn't end bad. You had half of your life left. We fought for you, week after week, never loosing hope. And just when we though things were getting better, it got worse. Although the tests had shown that you didn't have a tumor, it became clear that the results had been wrong. Your muscles were getting weaker and the bleeding had started again. None of us wanted to make the decision, but we knew you couldn't tell us if you were in pain or not, and it feels like we wanted to believe you weren't for our own sake. So we had to do what we believe was best for you, and not for us.

All I wished for christmas this year was that you would heal. Although you left us on the 12th of december, you will forever be in our hearts and in our minds. We love you.

09 December 2014

Tote bag

My tote bag, from Society6.
At first, I was't sure I liked it. But now I do :) The print on the pillow cases is more sharp - but this is printed on really tough fabric which has been great for when I go grocery shopping.

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06 December 2014

Ceramic things


Me and Robert took a ceramic class this autumn. Throwing pottery (drejning) was really tricky - I gave up fast while Robert stayed at it.
I quickly decided to create freely with no expectations. Now class is over and here's a few of my favorite things I made.